As I sat there with needles in me and my pain subsided...all I could think is: "This feels like quiet". Everything that was raging in me was calm.
I knew before he came back things were bad. I knew something had switched in me. New symptoms. I wasn't surprised when I got a new herb formula. Which made my thoughts about having shared the name of my current herb formula on here worthless.
The reason why some herbs work for some and others don't is because of our body constitution. Although we may have the same manifestation of symptoms, there are different causes for them and those are what need to be treated.
Today I start a different herb. I also thought the last herb was working so well and I started to feel if I just had the herb I could get by. But I now know it's not true. The unity of herbs and acupuncture is definitely a necessity. You can't have one without the other and believe it will still work. It won't. I found out the painful way.
What I'm currently working on?
Putting me first.
If last week wasn't a huge glaring example of how important it is or what value I need to place on myself...then I don't know what I'm going to need to make me realize that putting myself first isn't a want but a need.
I knew before he came back things were bad. I knew something had switched in me. New symptoms. I wasn't surprised when I got a new herb formula. Which made my thoughts about having shared the name of my current herb formula on here worthless.
The reason why some herbs work for some and others don't is because of our body constitution. Although we may have the same manifestation of symptoms, there are different causes for them and those are what need to be treated.
Today I start a different herb. I also thought the last herb was working so well and I started to feel if I just had the herb I could get by. But I now know it's not true. The unity of herbs and acupuncture is definitely a necessity. You can't have one without the other and believe it will still work. It won't. I found out the painful way.
What I'm currently working on?
Putting me first.
If last week wasn't a huge glaring example of how important it is or what value I need to place on myself...then I don't know what I'm going to need to make me realize that putting myself first isn't a want but a need.
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